Solitude

Life has always been a journey in search of truth, I have always looked for the truth in just about everything I’ve experienced. Every emotion, every thought and every disappointment is used to figure out why? Why has this happened? What should I be focusing or paying attention to? Have you ever been to a new place in life and suddenly your whole lifestyle has changed? Found yourself in a new job or a new business venture and suddenly everyone around you, although physically there, you see no connection with. You’re now at a stage in life where any random foolish talking with just about anyone simply just won’t do and as a result see as a waste of time so you’d rather be alone? Don’t force it if it’s not there. Everything you do in life should matter, everything you share and say in life should matter or have some form of validity. Real talk is not only just a saying. I realized that through the struggle of finding out why, in those times of feeling isolated like your somewhere out there in the wilderness alone, use that time to sit meditate pray and ask God why as he is with you and therefore are not alone. Sometimes God places you in conditions like this to prepare you for what he has next for you. He is taking you to a new level in life, that next stage of what he has planned for you. Stay focused and see it all as POSITIVE, think positive. What seems to be an uncomfortable position, see as that next big surprise that’s just about to come your way. You should always try and see it as the best thing that is about to happen. It is always for the best and is not a mistake, look for him and the answer during this time. Trust that everything that is happening is not by coincidence. Although it’s a dark place, struggle through to see the light. There is always light in every darkness. Try and find it, you will grow through it. I’ve learned to just accept what is and wait for that light to shine through.